Kate Nash Is Just Fine With Her Dragons and Mushrooms, Thank You
The English pop star had to find her way back to music after a tumultuous five years away, and it was a bunch of comic-book nerds that did the trick.
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It’s been five long years since quirky English thrush Kate Nash released her last album, Girl Talk, her third. On Friday, she finally returns with the fizzy, confident new collection Yesterday Was Forever, which she self-financed through KickStarter, but she faced a lot of harsh realties during her time away, coming to grips with a few eye-opening truths. But pinpointing her most important self-discovery is easy for her in retrospect. “I’m just a big nerd,” the 30-year-old declares, enthusiastically. “And I really love nerds—they’re really good people.”
As Nash—who was living in L.A. with her most trusted companion, a boxer/labrador mix named Stella, while auditioning for film and television roles—turnstiled through managers, she grew more and more disenchanted with the music business. Eventually, she took a job at her friend Gaston Dominguez-Letelier’s landmark shop Meltdown Comics, where she tumbled so far down the geek-culture rabbit hole that she wound up hosting her own live-streaming online talk show about AMC’s hit zombie series The Walking Dead. “Mine is called Stalking Dead, she says, swearing that it’s a completely different take than Chris Hardwick’s popular Talking Dead vehicle. “And I love comic books, I mean really love comic books. They’re such a fun way of reading, and the best comic out now is Saga—oh, my God, it’s sooo good, and Saga Book One, which came out in 2014, is just beautiful and amazing. So basically, I just started doing crazy nerd stuff, and it changed my life.”
“I’m sure that I’m one day going to be the lady who was killed beneath all her toppling stuff; they’ll find me in my house that everybody thought was a storage unit, dead in there and frozen with all my things. And happy.”
During her metamorphosis, Nash became an obsessive collector. “I just love owning things,” she purrs. “I’m trying to train myself on how to let go, but the totems I collect are dragons, bunny rabbits and mushrooms. I’m really into dragons—that’s by far the nerdiest thing I got into. So I’m sure that I’m one day going to be the lady who was killed beneath all her toppling stuff; they’ll find me in my house that everybody thought was a storage unit, dead in there and frozen with all my things. And happy.” Her body won’t be eaten by pet cats like some lurid Weekly World News headline, she adds, “because, as you know, I have a preference for dogs.”
And when the singer mentions mushrooms, she’s not referencing Nintendo games or kooky emojis—she’s talking about real fungi, which she’s been ardently studying in her college mycology course. “Mushrooms are so powerful, they’re like the internet or a human brain, just another level of craziness. I love going on walks looking for them, and actually finding them.” But discerning edible ones from poisonous? She sighs. “I’m not there yet. Not ready to call myself an actual mushroom hunter.”
By finding personal contentment outside of showbiz, Nash says, she gradually found the courage to make music again. She learned about behavioral patterns, how she had been repeating the same bad decisions in business and romantic relationships until she had lost belief in herself. By absorbing such regular psychic abuse, then forgiving the perpetrators at the drop of a hat, she came to understand that she’d lost her inherent moral compass. She had to relearn her own self worth, and most important, she had to learn how to say no.
It was during this period that one of the things she’d said yes to—a 2015 Boston-filmed TV pilot about witches in the 1800s starring Eddie Izzard, The Devil You Know—caught the attention of producers who were also casting a new Netflix series about professional female wrestlers called GLOW. Soon Nash was donning crazy spandex costumes and pile-driving her ring competitors in the role of Rhonda Richardson, stage named Britannica. Learning how to actually grapple, she developed a whole new relationship with her body. And then watching GLOW—which just wrapped is second season, filled with some fun surprises, Nash promises—become a bonafide, SAG Award-nominated hit brought her out of her funk.