BIZZY Turns Patience Into Payoff
Paste spoke with the alt-pop star about deferred dreams, the tranquil life of a farm hand, and the release of her newest single, “Make Me Cry.”
Photo by Ana Anna Azarov
Becoming a writer, practicing medicine, traveling into outer space—most childhood dreams are big ones. For Maryland-born Elizabeth Chiaramonte, the grand vision she had for her adult self was to become an Olympic swimmer. But at 17, she injured her back and everything shifted. Luckily, Chiaramonte also played guitar, so she had a backup plan on standby. Still, making the transition from competitive diver to touring musician didn’t come naturally. “I wasn’t the kid that grew up doing all the music things,” she tells me. “I literally only did what my older sisters did. I started playing guitar when I was 12 purely because my older sister played it. It was always an outlet for me, but it was never, in my mind, something that I took seriously.” After the back injury, her perspective changed and, suddenly, she found the idea of becoming a singer to be compelling. Her turn as the alt-pop artist BIZZY was coming into view.
With nowhere to go but forward and a deck stacked against her, BIZZY still gave her career a go. “I remember telling my family that I wanted to go to Nashville and be a singer, and literally the only time I’d ever sang in front of anybody was at this karaoke bar in Delaware when I was 12. It was “Island in the Sun” by Weezer,” she recalls. “At the time, I almost shit my pants trying to sing in front of people. My family was sitting there getting secondhand embarrassment, it was so bad.” Most kids would be put off by such a bad experience, slowly succumbing to the realization that singing is not the path that’s meant for them. But BIZZY was determined to push on. Sure she wasn’t anywhere near the level she wanted to be, but she knew she had what it took to succeed. She just needed to fix one problem in order to reach her full potential.
“Every single time I got up on stage, I wanted to do it. I just wanted to be an artist. But I would just shit my pants because I was such a people pleaser. I was constantly thinking about what the crowd was thinking about, and then getting up on stage and trying to process what 80 people at this random bar were thinking. It was just too much for my brain to compute,” she says. “It was a very jarring moment for my family to realize that this is what I wanted to do.”
With the way BIZZY crumbled under the spotlight, her family had no idea how she would succeed as a singer. Still, they supported her dream nonetheless. In 2017, she made the trek to Nashville, Tennessee, enrolling in the music program at Belmont University. It wasn’t long before her perspective changed again: “I realized that everyone there is a savant and has been playing piano since they were two.” Instead of being discouraged by the talent surrounding her, BIZZY decided that there was no better time for her to put her head down and learn. “I realized I had to take a step back and try to write for other people and figure out how to be in a writer’s room. That ended up helping me so much.”
While writing music for other artists wasn’t BIZZY’s dream, it became an integral part of her beginnings. “I remember always thinking that I just wanted to be an artist. But I look back and like, I could not have been an artist without doing four years of pure writing. It helped me learn how to be in a writer’s room with other artists. It also let me be a little sister again. I could look at all the people I was writing with and be like, ‘Oh, I love how they did that,’ or, ‘I hate how this turned out.’ It allowed me to shape my own artist project, so I’m really grateful for those years.”
Still, BIZZY frustrations lingered, and she had to find a space for herself to release stress. One of her favorite ways to unplug then, and now, was to pitch in at a nearby farm in Franklin. “It is the best form of therapy,” she affirms. From training colts to grooming fillys, BIZZY cherished the time she had to connect with animals in her downtime. “Music was such an outlet for me, but because it’s also what I did for work, working at the farm was a good way for me to remember that music was a small part of life. There are other things outside of it.”