Vanessa Bayer Shines in Showtime’s Bittersweet Cringe Comedy I Love That for You
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For seven years on SNL, comedian Vanessa Bayer continuously proved she was an incredibly gifted MVP within the ensemble. Wiedling her expressive, toothy smile for good or evil, she created memorable characters, from her precocious Jacob the Bar Mitzvah Boy to sweaty, “fake-it-til-you-make it” meteorologist Dawn Lazarus. She left the late-night comedy show in 2017 and now she’s finally returning to television with a series that she created, Showtime’s half-hour comedy, I Love That for You.
Loosely based on her own childhood experience overcoming acute lymphoblastic leukemia, Bayer takes that portion of her life as a sheltered Ohio teen trying to reconcile her cancer diagnosis and uses it to fuel the stalled life of the show’s perky heroine, Joanna Gold. Having also survived teen leukemia, Joanna has been helicopter parented, and now finds herself in her late twenties working for her dad at Costco. As that sick kid, she spent hours watching the TV home shopping network SVN, where she formed an enthusiastic attachment to top seller Jackie Stilton (Molly Shannon).
As an adult, during a cringe-worthy third date, it finally hits Joanna that she’s so socially awkward and immature that she’s not doing anything with the life she fought so hard to keep. The realization prompts her to go after an audition at SVN, which she nails with a compelling pitch around a pencil. She then almost loses it all when she candidly reacts live to a whiff of a pillow perfume like she wants to hurl. Beyond pissed, Patty threatens to fire her, but Joanna panic counters by blaming her screw up on her current cancer fight. Seeing a sympathy sales bump, Patty gives her a second chance but requires that she make it part of her on-air story to connect with viewers. Now Joanna is living the dream, and living the lie.
In a breathtakingly effective and efficient pilot episode, writers Bayer & Jeremy Beiler take us through everything we need to know about Joanna, from her developed skills as a kid using her cancer to get what she wants, through to her SVN audition and first days at work. In the span of Joanna’s wide-eyed tour of her new workplace, we meet her fellow SVN hosts: ruthless, sales-centric boss, Patty (Jenifer Lewis), and potential love interest Gopher Jordan (Paul James). Michael Showalter directs the hell out of the first two episodes, giving the ensemble plenty of space to play, while also having some meaty moments that flesh out the characters beyond their quirks.
The show also benefits from the multi-generational casting of female comedians to really fuel the bulk of the storylines. Molly Shannon, who can play it big when needed, actually dials it back with Jackie, playing her as a compassionate, middle-aged woman who finds a kindred spirit in the star-struck Joanna. As two women who are tentatively embracing scary new chapters, their quiet confessionals to one another earn the kinds of tears and laughs that come from authentic female relationships.