Panzanella Is the Salad That Can Save Us From Diet Culture
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As a kid, I loved salads: the freshness, the crunch, the seemingly endless flavor combos. Salad was my favorite part of any meal, and it was even better if the salad itself was the meal. For years, my preferred fast food meal was one of those comically large salads covered in a layer of fried, breaded chicken strips. At one point, my mom had to stop making one of the pasta salads in our dinner repertoire because I would eat it until I literally got sick.
But somewhere along the way, I began to digest the message that I had received about salad again and again: Salad is a diet food. I would watch movies in which malnourished models would pick at their lifeless, wilted salads, stealing jealous glances at their friends’ burgers. I’d seen commercials where frowning suburban moms would push their salad to the side in favor of a chocolate diet shake. And I’d witnessed how, in my own life, the dieting women around me would always, always order the salad.
A food that I had, until that point, enjoyed more than most others, became a symbol of restriction, of lack. Ordering a salad was not a choice one made because they were actually craving crisp romaine or juicy, marinated tomatoes. Rather, it was a way to declare to the world, to yourself, that you had self-control in the face of more appealing foods.
I felt this way about salads for years, only eating them when I believed I’d had too much the day before. I shied away from oil-based dressings—after all, salads were strictly about nourishment, not about enjoyment. Why add liquid fat to something that’s supposed to be healthy? But then, one day, I had a salad that forever changed the way I looked at vegetables.