The Brazilian-American artist details how she created a goodbye letter to Los Angeles in her new album Adult Romantix, paying homage to the magical summers of the beginning of her project, after trading the West Coast for New York City after a decade in California.
Samira Winter’s new album, Adult Romantix, is colored by change. The Brazilian-American musician, who performs under the moniker of Winter, had settled in Los Angeles after graduating from Emerson College in 2013, where she studied broadcast journalism. As someone who loves the beach and also wanted to be part of a DIY scene where she could find a community, Los Angeles felt like the perfect place for her. But after a decade in California, Winter realized she needed a fresh start.
“It felt like something was dead. Something was stagnant,” she tells me over tea at her local coffee shop. “I was in denial for a long time. After 11 years, I didn’t feel like I was growing anymore. I guess it’s parallel to when you’re in a relationship and you get along and you still love that person, but you’re not in love.” Incidentally, a breakup was also part of the push to start a new life, after Winter realized she was feeling lonely in her relationship and felt drawn to escapism to retain her romantic spirit, fantasizing about an all-consuming love.
While Winter was feeling disillusioned with Los Angeles and started planning her move to New York City—where she officially moved in May 2024 after a period of being in a transitory state between Brazil, the two coasts, and touring—Adult Romantix became an emotional goodbye letter to the city she previously called home. But rather than being a breakup album, the record instead is Winter’s form of romanticizing the memories of her magical, formative moments in Los Angeles: going to shows at the Echo, having relaxing days at the beach, driving down the freeway listening to music, and spending summers with friends.
She likens the time of preparing to leave California and writing Adult Romantix to the feeling of picking up a Polaroid or a magnet, looking fondly at the memories behind it. But that transition period where she wasn’t in Los Angeles proved to be helpful, as being on the road gave Winter a new perspective on her life in New York. You can even pinpoint the changeover into settling into NYC in some songs, like the moody, gauzy “Hide-A-Lullaby” and “The Beach,” a slow-burning track written shortly after her tour with Beach Fossils, which have a less sunny, more gritty sound.
Winter had gained attention through What Kind of Blue Are You? for her shoegaze sound, one that feels straight out of the ’90s, akin to Slowdive, Asobi Seksu, and Lilys. Her 2024 EP, …and she’s still listening, gave a preview of what Winter is capable of when she steps out of the shoegaze box, with an experimental, trip-hop slant. While writing the EP pushed her music to new heights, Winter wanted her latest full-length to be focused on band-based “indie rock bangers.” The result is her most expansive work yet, with the best material of her releases so far.
For this record, Winter brought back her frequent collaborator Joo-Joo Ashworth as producer. She notes that, as someone who writes many songs at a time, she and Ashworth pick their favorites and she records a batch of songs at a time, retaining the emotions fresh shortly after penning the tracks. “It allows for each song to be recorded and have a different feeling,” Winter explains. “I would show up to the studio with so many different emotions, even levels of energy.” She recalls that while recording “Like Lovers Do,” her voice was “really raspy” and she was “a little bit burnt out” after freshly returning from tour, but she used this to her advantage. “It brought that raw emotion to that vocal performance, with really scratchy, cigarette-smoking kind of vocals.”
Like on her previous record, where she brought in Hatchie and SASAMI (who is Ashworth’s sister) as featured artists, Winter invited two of her friends to collaborate: Horse Jumper of Love frontman Dimitri Giannopoulos and former tourmate Hannah Junghwa van Loon, aka Tanukichan. Giannopoulos’ contribution to “Misery” came after Winter realized she didn’t have a second verse for the song. She had a lightbulb moment and found that the song needed a “guy’s perspective” narratively, which Giannopoulos would be perfect for, inviting him on as co-songwriter and vocalist. As for “Hide-A-Lullaby,” the song had been finished, but Winter felt it would be better with Junghwa van Loon’s vocals on it. “I toured with her and got to see her perform every night; I love her voice,” Winter says. “We both sing in that similar kind of whispery style, so I think it really added a lot.”
Winter began writing Adult Romantix shortly after the release of, What Kind of Blue Are You? in 2022. During the winter of that year, the musician took Phil Elverum’s School of Song course, with an assignment leading to the birth of what would go on to become her fourth album. Elverum assigned his class to write a haibun, a poetic form that combines prose with haikus. The prompt was to write about a memory from the past. From there emerged “In My Basement Room,” a hazy track about her early days in Los Angeles, where she’d begin her career as a musician and experience brutal heartbreak.
“It’s a song that kind of became the thesis of my album,” she says. “It’s about the basement room that I lived in at Echo Park. It was the era of summers in LA and early Winter band practices, of throwing shows. [The track] led to the concept of the story that I tied together when I was finishing the album, which is the premise of friendship and love of this lost summer in LA.” To the singer-songwriter, Winter is a character who “escapes into her daydreams,” a concept that ties together with her lush, dreamy soundscapes.
Besides tapping into her memories of Los Angeles, Winter also found inspiration from films, varying from Eric Rohmer’s Tale of the Seasons film series to ’90s rom-coms like Stealing Beauty and Reality Bites. Others, like Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and Virgin Suicides, also brought out the more melancholic elements of the record. But one film had a particularly strong impact on the aesthetic of the album: the Larry Clark-directed and Harmony Korine-written New York City cult classic, Kids.
Winter would screenshot stills from the film, utilizing them as the moodboard for the overall aesthetic and essence of Adult Romantix. She knew that, for the album art, she wanted a kiss that felt reminiscent of the cover used for my bloody valentine’s 1990 EP Glider. While trying to figure out how to execute it, a friend suggested that Winter watch Kids, which opens with an uncomfortable, close-up makeout session. “I was really inspired by the cinematography, the colors, and that kiss at the very beginning [became] the main reference for the album cover,” Winter says. The album art features Daisy the Great’s Mina Walker and Lowertown’s Avsha Weinberg embracing in a kiss in an overexposed image, capturing the essence of the film.
When I tell Winter that Kids was one of my favorite movies in high school, she tells me it’s one of the pieces of media she hadn’t found out about until adulthood. She calls herself a “late bloomer” and admits that, despite being known as a shoegaze artist, she found out about the genre in college. “I grew up in Brazil. Nowadays, things are different with the internet, but there were a lot of things I didn’t know about,” she explains. “I had my own journey with discovering things, but I’m actually grateful for it. There is so much money that I still haven’t even gotten into yet.”
Winter grew up in Curitiba, to an American father and a Brazilian mother. She has never shied away from connecting her Brazilian roots to her music, as she previously released an album written fully in Portuguese in collaboration with Triptides, titled Estela Mágica. In Adult Romantix, she brings her native language into “Without You” and “Candy #9,” making the tracks feel even more personal. The musician recently penned an essay for Clash on her multi-cultural upbringing, where she wrote that there were times growing up when she felt too American in Brazil and not American enough in the U.S. As someone who had a similar experience growing up in Puerto Rico to a mother who is a quarter American, her words resonated with me. That disconnect can be even more apparent when you grow up in a country that holds conservative, traditional values as someone within the queer umbrella.
“I think, in Brazil, sometimes women grow up kind of fast. And so I think there was something to that Brazilian culture that wasn’t natural to me,” Winter divulges. “The gender roles are really played out. You start looking like a woman early on.” The 34-year-old, who is bisexual, found solace in Curitiba’s queer community, hanging out at her local gay bar in her high school years, a time that she considers to be “playful, experimental, and joyful.” She also would go out to shows, taking advantage of the city’s rich rock music culture. Winter recalls being a big fan of Brazilian alt-rock band Los Hermanos, as well as American indie rock like Rilo Kiley, Elliot Smith, and Death Cab for Cutie, and had a fondness for the Juno soundtrack. It wasn’t until moving to the U.S. that she was introduced to bands like Pavement, Yo La Tengo, my bloody valentine, and Cocteau Twins, unraveling this new world of music that would go on to shape her sound.
Over the years, Winter’s music has significantly evolved, starting out with twee, twinkling jangle pop before becoming part of the new generation of shoegazers. But with Adult Romantix, Winter ascends in her artistry, combining all sides of herself to create an album that goes bigger and bolder than before. It’s the kind of record that makes you feel like a teenager again, with songs about wistfully listening to Liz Phair in your bedroom while drunk and stoned after a night out, fantasizing about falling in love (“Just Like a Flower”), keeping an unwavering romantic spirit with rose-tinted glasses (“The Beach”), and the longing for someone she can’t be with anymore (“Without You”). It calls back to that moment in time when your feelings feel so visceral that they consume you, with intense highs and lows.
When I point out to Winter that I can easily see Adult Romantix becoming a balm for a new generation of teenage girls, she excitedly tells me that making music that’ll resonate with young women is her goal. She recalls watching 10 Things I Hate About You as a kid and wanting to be a musician just like its protagonist, Kat Stratford. “From the age of 16 until 22, which is when I started Winter, I would wish on my birthday every year to have a band one day,” she says. Now that she’s realized her dream, she wants to pay it forward, with her music playing the same role that the Heath Ledger and Julia Stiles-starring rom-com did for her. “I just hope that Winter can be a space for women, girls, and people who are marginalized,” she shares. “It’s for everyone to allow themselves to dream, to feel like learning how to play guitar and write songs, or to create art, or whatever it is that makes them happy.”
Tatiana Tenreyro is Paste‘s associate music editor, based in New York City. You can also find her writing at SPIN, NME, PAPER Magazine, The A.V. Club, and other outlets.