Gazer Is an Imprecise, Voyeuristic Thriller with a Wavering Attention Span

For many of us, the spectre of inevitable mental deterioration is one of the aspects of the end of a lifetime that is the most outright terrifying to consider. Imagine, slowly losing everything that makes you, you–your awareness, memories, even your ingrained quirks and most strongly held beliefs. The sad truth of course, is not just that it will happen to all of us eventually, some far-off day in the future, but that it will happen to some people in what is meant to be the prime of their lives. Director Ryan J. Sloan’s debut feature Gazer centers itself around the daily existence of a woman suffering through this kind of deterioration, as she fights the good fight to hold on to whatever bits of a life still remain.
Metrograph Pictures’ Gazer is effectively a neo-noir mystery, one with heavy 1980s and especially 1970s stylistic trappings, with elements of surrealistic horror dancing on the edges. Its unreliable narrator can’t help but recall the likes of Memento, which is probably the most oft-referenced film in Gazer’s own promotional materials, though this influence is blended with that of Lynch and Cronenberg, among others. There are moments that strongly evoke Videodrome, and others that hew closer to gritty, street-level crime thrillers and psychological potboilers, something enhanced by its 16mm cinematography. Unfortunately, despite solid performances and a memorably grimy aesthetic, Gazer doesn’t have quite enough happening in its narrative to keep the balls it’s juggling perpetually aloft, being too long in particular to support its relatively lithe, malnourished frame. It’s trying to coast on its admittedly effective atmosphere just a bit too much, without the supporting structure to undergird it.
Our protagonist is Frankie (Ariella Mastroianni), a strung-out and addled young mother who is burdened with dyschronometria, a progressive brain condition affecting her ability to remain in the moment and parse the passage of time. Effectively, it means that her own waking mind is always threatening to simply wander away from her, carrying Frankie’s consciousness off into some alien country where she can’t necessarily follow. There are certain triggers, we’re told, that can potentially be more likely to set off one of these episodes, such as repetitive noises, glinting lights, screens, etc. For Frankie, there’s an obvious sense of horror and loss to this inescapable sense of her own brain rebelling against her: She never knows if something is going to drag her off into distraction, and if she’ll suddenly just “wake up” standing in the same place, having been more or less catatonic for hours, with no memory of what has occurred. How she manages to drive a car around without killing herself is a fair question.
To navigate this life, and eliciting those unavoidable Memento comparisons, Frankie makes use of an elaborate array of cassette-taped messages to herself, listening on headphones to her own voice as it instructs her how to stay focused as she completes various tasks. She has tapes specifically for her work shifts at a corner gas station, for commutes, for visiting the grocery store, etc. The tapes provide constant reminders to focus on her surroundings, to process what is happening around her. It’s an imperfect system, and the tapes don’t exactly make her a model employee as they invite her to drink in visual stimulation and imaginary backstories for the people she perceives in the world, but they do at least keep her from dissociating, for the most part. Her days are spent gazing through windows, thinking about the people within, and trying (and failing) to avoid garbled flashbacks to the bloody night when her husband died of a (self-inflicted, or homicidal?) bullet to the head. Her young daughter, meanwhile, lives with her former husband’s mother, held at arm’s length from the deteriorating Frankie, who is effectively being told to go off and die as she sees fit, no longer welcome to be part of her daughter’s life thanks to the risks of her condition.