45 Years Later, Neil Young Finally Unveils His Lost Classic
'Homegrown' proves to be a vital chapter in Young's catalogue
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“Sometimes life hurts,” Neil Young wrote in a post addressing his fans via his official website earlier this week. Young explained the origins of his latest archival release, Homegrown, and why he balked at releasing the album upon its completion in 1975. Homegrown, he admitted, “should have been there for you a couple of years after Harvest” (the biggest-selling title of Young’s illustrious career). Originally slated as the follow-up to 1974’s On the Beach, Homegrown was fully mixed before Young decided to release Tonight’s the Night instead, after playing both albums for a small gathering of friends that included members of The Band and Young’s hard-driving group Crazy Horse.
The post actually begins as an apology for his decision to shelve the record, which would have been the legendary singer-songwriter/guitarist’s sixth studio offering. Dubbed “the one that got away” by esteemed music historian and one-time Warner Bros. publicity head Bill Bentley, Homegrown is a searingly personal document of what Young described in his post as “the sad side of a love affair. The damage done. The heartbreak.” Young, still reeling at the time, found the music too much to bear. “I just couldn’t listen to it,” he continued. “I wanted to move on. So I kept it to myself, hidden away in the vault, on the shelf, in the back of my mind.”
It’s easy to see why Young, who’d just written a breakup record stocked with what remain to this day some of his most naked lyrics ever, would want to put those sentiments behind him. His relationship with the late actress Carrie Snodgress, who earned an Academy Award nomination for her role in the 1970 film Diary of a Mad Housewife, had yielded Young’s first child, so its dissolution came with long-lasting implications. Homegrown opens with the aptly-titled “Separate Ways,” where Youngs sings, ”We go our separate ways / looking for better days / sharing our little boy / who grew from joy back then / And it’s all because of that love we knew / that makes the world go ‘round / Yes it do, yes it do.”
With its foot-dragging, funereal groove—nailed by late drumming giant Levon Helm in the way only he could—“Separate Ways” conveys the shellshock of those moments in life when you can barely see past the radius of your own loss, much less envision a brighter headspace down the road. Also befitting of the mood, Ben Keith’s slide guitar barely rises above a whisper. The 12 songs on Homegrown (five of which have appeared elsewhere in other forms) hew closely to spartan arrangements of the folk-tinged country rock that made Harvest such a hit. But right off the bat, the album provides yet more proof of Young’s penchant for loading a song with an almost volcanic emotional charge, even when everyone’s playing as softly as possible.