Now Apocalypse Is a Masterpiece of Comic Kink
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If you’ve ever done it, you know the feeling: that flutter of heart, that tightness of chest, that hardening, then blankness. Cruising is inextricable from fear, perhaps—of being caught, of being beaten to death, of countless other, more rococo dangers that cross your mind in the darkened alley or bathroom stall—but fear is not its only motor. In its fulfillment of an implacable, impolite desire, its transformation of “stranger danger” into the closest of connections, cruising climaxes with the opposite of fear, or at least its brief abeyance. Blankness, in this context, is a respite from anxiety, neurosis, crippling dread: It’s impossible to fixate on your problems for long when you’re getting pounded behind a dumpster.
Though it presents complications soon enough, this pleasure principle is the guiding force of Now Apocalypse, Gregg Araki and Karley Sciortino’s twisted, thirsty Odyssey, their masterpiece of comic kink. It opens on our hero, Ulysses (Avan Jogia), following the noise of a man’s moans into an abandoned building, lit in lurid purplish-pinks: “I often find myself in these situations where my heart’s pounding so fast I can barely breathe,” he explains in voiceover, “and I can’t tell if it’s excitement, or terror, or both.” As he rounds the corner, the camera glimpses a rocking, thrusting silhouette, and Uly recoils in horror—before the picture cuts to an anonymous L.A. apartment, his face contorted in orgasm as his playmate cries “Harder! Harder!” from his all-fours perch on the bed. By the time Uly escapes the man’s husband, tossing his condom in the bushes while he hikes up his pants, Now Apocalypse has already emerged as TV’s most gloriously frank depiction of sex and its unorthodoxies: the monstrous configuration of bodies in motion, the unavoidable humor of our expressions and sounds, the cataclysmic intensity of a truly great fuck. The series approaches “kink,” broadly defined—our fetishes, our caprices, our peculiarities, our quirks—as a form of queerness, not simply a set of sexual practices but a way of moving through the world.
It’s not just Uly, either. Both his best friend, Carly (Kelli Berglund), and his straight roommate, Ford (Beau Mirchoff, a beefcake Judy Holliday in Ray-Bans and short shorts), begin to explore their sexual fantasies, too—she after turning her experience as a cam girl on her distracted boyfriend, he in a threesome with his unsentimental lover, Severine (Roxane Mesquida). Where Now Apocalypse shines, though, is in remembering that the definition of “kink” is context-dependent: One person’s risqué is another’s old hat. And so, when Carly punishes her man for studying his phone during sex—employing a dominant streak that’s pro forma for clients—or Ford asks the newcomer if he can tell her he loves her—reflecting his unmet need for an emotional connection with Severine—their turn-ons and hang-ups become elements of character, more telling than their occupations, their affects, their clothes. (Oh, the clothes! Fire engine reds, electric blues, school bus yellows; bubblegum pinks, neon greens, nightclub violets: In Now Apocalypse, the colors drop acid and smoke pot, their hues assuming a more intense complexion.) Whether it’s watersports, BDSM, or public masturbation, muscle gods, daddies, or deliverymen, Now Apocalypse suggests that satiating our tastes is a form of accounting for it: It’s a series for the cruisers, the cam girls, the boys with a secret Snapchat for commands from their Sir, for the leashed and the collared, the choked and the slapped, for the fluid, the horny, the “I’ll try anything… twice.”