There’s Nothing Better Than a Post-Dinner Espresso
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I remember the first time I was ever offered an espresso after dinner. I was studying abroad in Italy and had gone out to dinner with a group of other students. We’d just finished a particularly heavy, indulgent meal, starting with hand-rolled pici pasta with a wild boar ragu (which I had mistakenly assumed was the entree at first), then moving to a massive, shared Florentine steak and finally ending with generous portions of tiramisu, which we technically didn’t order but which the servers probably thought would be a hit at a table full of 20-year-old U.S. Americans. (They were right.) That’s not to mention the endless bottles of cheap red table wine and empty glasses of limoncello, which we didn’t realize that we should’ve ordered after the meal, not as soon as we sat down.
Before we were handed the bill that would have all of us searching for lost euro coins at the bottoms of our bags, the servers brought us ashtrays equipped with slim, dainty cigarettes and accompanying espressos for all. It was around 10 p.m. The idea of drinking coffee—any kind of coffee—that late at night seemed ridiculous to me. Whenever I ordered a whipped cream-topped caramel macchiato (my go-to order the first two years of college) from Starbucks during that time in my life, I would be gripped with so much caffeine-induced anxiety for the rest of the day that falling asleep before 2 a.m. seemed laughable.
Yet, there I was, fully intending to both smoke the cigarette (another habit in which I very rarely indulge) and drink the espresso, protected from thinking about the consequences of my actions by one too many glasses of red wine. I clumsily lit the cigarette, took a drag and promptly started coughing, remembering why I never smoke. Unlike the cigarette, though, the espresso went down surprisingly smoothly, not ruining my buzz but blunting it slightly, suddenly replacing the uncomfortably full feeling with the energy I needed to say goodbye to my classmates and make the 20-minute trek back to the apartment I was staying in.