Girls: Everything Will Be Alright
“Oh god, I’m so lost / and I’m here in darkness / and I want to see the light of love / I’m looking for meaning in my life”—“My Ma”
Judging by his press, Christopher Owens is a damaged individual mired in his own post-cult existence, making music solely as his escape from his tumultuous earlier years in the infamous Children of God community. With the release of his band Girls’ 2009 breakthrough debut Album, it appeared as if Owens’ conflicted, religious turmoil and his heartrending pop songs were inseparable.
But the man I recently interviewed seems to have made sense of it all, both personally and musically. The San Francisco band’s sophomore album Father, Son, Holy Ghost is testament to that.
On Album, Owens’ songs were the despondent, cathartic cries coming from the sense of loss that followed his departure from the Children of God (aka The Family International). “It was something that was difficult for me my whole life,” says Owens. “Without even trying to be difficult or bad or anything, I just didn’t believe in God or Jesus. I didn’t believe in anything that was being taught to me.”
He’s since come to grips with his background, candidly speaking about it his past struggles with his faith. You can hear it in his voice as he discusses the rationale behind his religious beliefs. “I believe since people all sort of live together and work together,” he says, “that calls for a lot of things, like honesty and good morals and manners and all that stuff. I think there are good elements to religion, but I just don’t believe in all the hoopla. I don’t believe in God. I don’t believe in creation. So, that’s something that’s plagued me my entire life, just having those views.”
Despite the title Father, Son, Holy Ghost, Owens has neither tried in the past nor continued to make his music about religion. His latest 11-song collection, rather, offers a take on music’s spiritual effects instead of alluding to his personal history.